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1. Suffocate
I feel nothing
Longing for something
Relax take a minute to take your clothes
off show me what your made of
Drugs
To sooth me
All Alone
Leave me here I'm dying
All Alone
Just kick me in the face
All Alone
All alone and trying
All Alone
I Suffocate
I'm not gifted
Slightly twisted
Try hard; try harder just to see if I can push you any further
Drugs
To soothe me
All Alone
Leave me here I'm dying
All Alone
Just kick me in the face
All Alone
All alone and trying
All Alone
I Suffocate
Please believe, You save me rearrange me
I can feel, You're feelings running through me
Take away, My sorrow, my tomorrow
Cradle me
All Alone
Leave me here I'm dying
All Alone
Just kick me in the face
All Alone
All alone and trying
All Alone
I Suffocate
Suffocate
2. Just Go
I'm kinda numb
It's so distorted
You've left me here with
This damage that you've caused
My tortured faces
Those f*cked up places
In my memories
None of them I've lost
But
I haven't been here long enough to know
Every time I feel this I just loose control
Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful
I wish that this would just go
It's kinda sick
I feel dirty
It's kinda tragic
I'm kinda insecure
But I know
That I'm not the only
One that can fix
Whatever's wrong I'm sure
But
I haven't been here long enough to know
Every time I feel this I just loose control
Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful
I wish that this would just go
I feel so numb
From all I've become
I'll take you down
I feel so down
I'm water while you drown
You're lifted while I'm down
I'm cancer in your womb
I'm the needle in your spoon
But
I haven't been here long enough to know
Every time I feel this I just loose control
Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful
I wish that this would just go
Just Go
With these fucking Lies
All these fucking Lies
3. Me
I hear you talk about your family life
I wish I knew just what that means
I guess my mother never loved my dad
And now I wear it on my sleeve
My sister called me just the other day
It felt so good to hear her voice
My problem is I don't have much to say
I guess she doesn't have a choice
And I'm sorry
Look at me
I'm so pathetic
Can't Believe
I'm just an addict
I never needed anyone to help me I begging you
To please come save me from myself
Save me from my...
My mother's always tried to change herself
She never learned to let things be
She doesn't know how bad that f*cked me up
Cause now she seems so fake to me
But I Love Her
Look at me
I'm so pathetic
Can't Believe
I'm just an addict
I never needed anyone to help me I begging you
To please come save me from myself
Save me from my...self
You push me but I won't fall
I've been programmed to take it all
And shove it way down inside
Like my father
I'm so pathetic
Can't believe
I'm just an addict
I try to be
I'm failing at it
Life to me
Is just a habit
I hear you talk about your family life
I wish I knew just what that means
4. Raw
The pictures left with me won't fade
These images effect me every day
Cause of you I feel I don't deserve
The life I see in her
Just don't leave me...Raw
Inside I'm so cold
Inside I'm so cold
I've never been someone who knows
My choices haunt me everywhere I go
Finally did something right for myself
My life for you and no one else
Just don't leave me...Raw
Inside I'm so cold
Inside I'm so cold
I feel so cold
I can't take this
Inside I'm so cold
Inside I'm so cold
Raw
5. Mudshovel
You take away
I feel the same
You take away
I feel the same
All the promises you made to me in vain
I lost myself inside your tainted smile again
Cause...
You can feel my anger
You can feel my pain
You can feel my torment
Driving me insane
I can't fight these feelings
They will bring you pain
You can't take away
Make me whole again
I feel the betrayed
Stuck in your ways
And you rip me apart with the brutal things you say
Can't deal with this sh*t anymore I just look away
Cause...
You can feel my anger
You can feel my pain
You can feel my torment
Driving me insane
I can't fight these feelings
They will bring you pain
You can't take away
Make me whole again
Mudshuvel
You take away
I feel the same
All these promises
You promised only pain
If you take away
And leave me with nothing again
Cause
You can feel my anger
You can feel my pain
You can feel my torment
Driving me insane
I can't fight these feelings
They will bring you pain
You can't take away
Make me whole again
You will feel my anger
You will feel my pain
You will feel my torment
Driving you insane
I can't fight these feelings
They will bring you pain
You can't take away
I'll be whole again
Mudshuvel
6. Home
I force myself through another day
Can't explain the way today just fell apart like everything
Right in my face
And I try to be the one
I can't accept this all because of you I've had to walk away
From everything
I'm afraid to be alone
Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone
I'm afraid to come back home
Another sleepless night again
Hotel room my only friend and friends like that just don't add up
To anything
And I try so hard to be
Everything that I could never take away from you again
I heard you say
I'm afraid to be alone
Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone
I'm afraid to come back home
I cannot forget
I live with regret
I live through this
I can't see through this
I can't do this anymore
I'm afraid to be alone
Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone
I'm afraid to come back home
7. A Flat
Trust in me can't trust
I know, I don't believe it
All my life so scarred
What for, you can't conceive it
Everything you fear
I'll be, you couldn't live it
I whisper in your ear
So loud, why can't you hear it
I'm OK
All my faith is gone
You think, I couldn't find it
Pieces falling down
Shattered, nothing behind it
In my mind alone
Lost here, I'm separated
Crawl deeper in my hole
Safe here, from what I've hated
All the demons in my head won't leave me
I know, I can hear them
All the sacrifices made for nothing
Don't show, can't believe in
Wanna show you that I'm good for something
I can't, you won't let me
All your artificial words won't heal me
Because you can't accept me
And I hate myself
And I hate my face
And I hate my world
And I hate my ways
I'm not OK
I'm OK
Trust in me can't trust
I know, I don't believe it
All my life so scarred
What for, you can't conceive it
Everything you fear
I'll be, you couldn't live it
I whisper in your ear
So loud, why can't you hear it
I'm OK
All the demons in my head won't leave me
I know, I can hear them
All the sacrifices made for nothing
Don't show, can't believe in
Wanna show you that I'm good for something
I can't, you won't let me
All your artificial words won't heal me
Because you can't accept me
8. Crawl
I'm so lonely
You're so beautiful
Not the only
One who's pitiful
Stretched and torn I lay here in pieces
Craving all of your deadly vices
Like to think I'm not addicted
But I guess I wear it well
And I crawl, while you spit
And I crawl, through your sh*t
Here I am now
Not a lot has changed
Nothing better
Everything's the same
Late at night I can hear your voices
Talking shit about all my choices
You would think that you've known me forever
Just because you know my name
And I crawl, while you spit
And I crawl, through your sh*t
Everything falls apart
And I crawl, while you spit
And I crawl, through your shit
9. Spleen
Can't breath
Empty I give everything to you
Can't breath
I feel there's nothing left to do
Can't breath
I don't like today
Take it all away
Just like what you say
I don't want you
Kinda like the way
Everything is gray
Just like what you say
I don't need you
I don't look like you
Do the things you do
But I'm fucked up too
I need you
Can't breath
I feel you are what saves my soul
Can't breath
I don't like today
Take it all away
Just like what you say
I don't want you
Kinda like the way
Everything is gray
Just like what you say
I don't need you
I don't look like you
Do the things you do
But I'm fucked up too
I need you
I don't understand it you're killing this planet
The scabs on her face it's a fucking disgrace
I blame you
Can't breath
I don't like today
Take it all away
Just like what you say
I don't want you
Kinda like the way
Everything is gray
Just like what you say
I don't need you
I don't look like you
Do the things you do
But I'm fucked up too
I need you
Excess Baggage (Unlisted Track)
Well I know the words, but I can't really speak them
To you
And I hide all the pain that I've gained with my wisdom
From you
And I'm eaten alive, by what I hold inside
All the things that I live with I can't easily hide
And I'm left here with nothing, nothing to live for
But you
It's not easy to hide
All this damage inside
I'll carry you with me
Until I'm not alive
When you look at my face, does it seem just as ugly?
To you?
I can't seem to erase all the scars I have lived with
From you
I'm so sick of this place
This taste in my mouth
Cause of you I can't figure what I'm all about
And I'm left here with nothing, nothing to live for
But you
It's not easy to hide
All this damage inside
I'll carry you with me
'Til I'm not alive
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