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1. TOLERATE
It's been like this forever,
No more,
I hate my fucking life.
I don't give a fuck about all of your problems,
I could give a rat's ass of your feelings today,
Take your worldly advice and shove it straight up your ass,
Thanks for coming around to fuck up my day.
I try,
Tolerate,
Good bye,
Take me. (4x)
Look at you, I can't, you don't see the whole picture,
Take my bed of dirt, cold and empty, I'll stay,
What's the point of trying to stay off of the surface,
Take my life from me, help me to ease my pain.
I try,
Tolerate,
Good bye,
Empty.
Try to see the way around you,
I can't find it.
Try to take the path behind me,
I can't rewind it.
Stick your finger in my face,
I will break it.
Leave me with an aftertaste,
I live for you.
I try,
Tolerate,
Good bye,
Take me. (4x)
2. COME AGAIN
What the fuck,
Push yourself on me,
Force yourself on me,
Free yourself through me,
You'd better save yourself from me.
Everytime you want me to be,
Something I can never be.
You'll just have to wait and see,
Til the next that you have to come again.
Come again.
This time you will come again.
Come again.
I hate myself for you,
I break myself for you,
I kill myself for you,
I'd better save myself from you.
Everytime you want me to be,
Something you could never be,
Guess we'll have to wait and see,
Til the next time that you have to come again.
Come again.
This time you will come again.
Come again.
If you have to walk my way,
Have something to say.
Get the fuck away,
Can't take one more day.
I can not conform.
Come again.
This time you will come again.
Come again.
Kill me,
Kill me,
Fuck me,
Save me.
3. BREAK
I walk alone,
I am alone,
I think alone,
I'll die alone,
Don't think I can make it on my own,
I think I need someone to save me.
Such is life,
So sad but true.
Kill everything,
That's close to you.
Try to decide what not to do,
You know you can not control me
I think there's no point in,
Going any further,
Than I've gone already.
Can't keep my hand steady.
Sadness,
Everyday for me.
You can't take that away from me.
All these fucking thoughts inside my head are almost more than I can take,
You push and push on me,
You're gonna keep on pushing til I break.
You think you control me,
Have no chains that hold me,
Only thing that saves me.
Voices just might kill me.
Sadness,
Everyday for me.
You can't take that away from me.
All these fucking thoughts inside my head are almost more than I can take,
You push and push on me,
You're gonna keep on pushing til I break.
Sadness,
Everyday for me.
You can't take that away from me.
All these fucking thoughts inside my head are almost more than I can take,
You push and push on me,
You're gonna keep on pushing til I break.
4. PAINFUL
I light another cigarette,
Stop to think about it,
Come to no conclusions,
Take each step as it comes.
Hold no prisoners except myself,
Painful thoughts denied.
Try to explain
My loss for words,
Fuck you, I piss upon you all.
My head is barricade,
Filled with peaceful thoughts,
With evil outcomes,
No one understands.
Try to break the barrier,
I see no outlet
No one's there to catch me when I fall
Try to explain
My loss for words,
Fuck you, I piss upon you all.
5. NAMELESS
Can't you see me,
I fucking hate me.
The walls around me caving in,
Cracked and gray,
Remind me of myself, I need some help,
There's no one else.
I'm empty, addicted, pissed off and still afraid
Of what you,
Have left me.
To live in,
This mess you've made.
I feel,
Useless,
Jaded,
Nameless.
The ride is over,
I've come down,
Hate to be,
Can't rely on myself,
For my own health,
To just say no.
I'm fucked up, distorted, dysfunctional and drained.
All of my,
Deep rooted,
Fears seem to get the best of me.
I feel,
Useless,
Jaded,
Nameless.
I hate the way you fucked with me,
You can't rely on open eyes to see,
You force these painful visions from my head,
You won't be happy til I break down.
I feel,
Useless,
Jaded,
Nameless.
6. MUDSHUVEL
You take away
I feel the same
You take away
I feel the same
All the promises you made to me you made in vain
I lost myself inside your tainted smile again
Cause...
You can't feel my anger
You can't feel my pain
You can't feel my torment
Driving me insane
I can't fight these feelings
They bring only pain
You can't take away
Make me whole again
I feel the betrayed
Stuck in your ways
And you ripped me apart with the brutal things you'd say
Can't deal with this shit anymore I just look away
Cause...
You can't feel my anger
You can't feel my pain
You can't feel my torment
Driving me insane
I can't fight these feelings
They bring only pain
You can't take away
Make me whole again
Mudshovel
You take away
I feel the same
All these promises
You promised only pain
If you take away
And leave me with nothing again
Cause
You can't feel my anger
You can't feel my pain
You can't feel my torment
Driving me insane
I can't fight these feelings
They bring only pain
You can't take away
Make me whole again
You will feel my anger
You will feel my pain
You will feel my torment
Driving you insane
I can't fight these feelings
They will bring you pain
You can't take away
I'll be whole again
Mudshovel
7. SEE THRU ALL
What is your fucking problem?
You wanna know what my problem is?
Alone,
I walk beside myself,
Alone,
You put my on the shelf.
Alone,
With my insanity
Alone,
No one to blame but me.
But if you had told me when I was much younger,
That life has a way of pulling you right under,
Wouldn't be standing here preaching my hate,
Stand at the edge straring into my fate.
I see through you
What makes you think that you were God?
I see through you
Pick up the pieces as I fall apart
I see through you
Why must you fuck with me this way?
I see through you
Wither away with me
Betrayed
You left me here for dead
Betrayed
By the voices in my head
Betrayed
Left me out in the rain
Betrayed
Nothing left but pain
I'm sick of the answers you have to my questions
Your cannibal instincts and false dedications
You leave me here cold, nothing left but my shell
To die while I'm living and burn in my hell
I see through you
What makes you think that you were God?
I see through you
Pick up the pieces as I fall apart
I see through you
Why must you fuck with me this way?
I see through you
Wither away with me
I pick you apart little by little
Til nothing is left but the look on your face
Once inside I can get at what's inside
Beneath your facade, I can see your disgrace
The walls that you build up will crumble around you
The pain you will feel as you wither away
The sun, though it comes up, will warm you no longer
Your strongest emotions, I'll make you betray
I see through you
What makes you think that you were God?
I see through you
Pick up the pieces as I fall apart
I see through you
Why must you fuck with me this way?
I see through you
Wither away with me
8. QUESTION
Which way do I go?
Pain, I swallow
I can not keep it down
Hate, I swallow
I can not keep it, not keep it, not keep it, not keep it, not keep it down
Down
You, I hate you
I can not keep you down
You, I rape you
I can not keep it, not keep it, not keep it, not keep it, not keep it down
Down
You before me
I can't take anymore
Of what you have to offer
My ears are sore
Leave my feelings
In a heap by the door
Can't go up any further
Come crashing back down
Down
Pain, I swallow
I can not keep it down
Hate, I swallow
I can not keep it, not keep it, not keep it, not keep it, not keep it down
Down
I can not keep it
I can not keep it
Try so hard keep it down
9. NO ONE'S KIND
What the fuck's the purpose
I didn't scratch the surface
Immune to what you're saying
All along, decaying
Can't see through the fire
Darkness lone desire
Quiet in my corner
Bulding up the border
Can't stand the way you make me feel today
No one's kind is all you'll ever be
Can't see through the rain
Too much pain, am I insane?
Too much time, no sublime
Loss of energy
No symmetry
Fuck society
Lost in naivete
Can't stand the way you make me feel today
No one's kind is all you'll ever be
Can't stand the way you make me... feel, (you)
Can't take the pain you break me, (you)
Can't bite the hand that feeds me, (pain)
Can't take away what's in me
Can't stand the way you make me feel today
No one's kind is all you'll ever be
Can't stand the way you make me... feel, (you)
Can't take the pain you break me, (you)
Can't bite the hand that feeds me, (pain)
Can't take away what's in me
Addicted to the feelings
Lose touch with all I know
The cobwebs on the ceiling
Make me aware that I'm all alone
The endless rain washes away
Makes clean the mess I've made
10. SELF DESTRUCT
Watch me suffer, you'll feel better
Stick the needle in my vein
Lost my feelings with my dealings
Thoughts of only you remain
Fuck, fuck, fuck
Rip and tear
In my despair
Agonizing over shit
Feel the needle burn and tingle
My bad habits, deal with it
Fuck, fuck, fuck
I will self destruct
My life has slowly faded
Broke down and degredated
Suffocate in my sorrow
Maybe I'll die tomorrow
This riot that I've sited
Came to you uninvited
Truth hurts when it's in your face
Are you afraid of it?
I will self destruct
Think I'm gonna, think I'm gonna
I will self destruct
I self destruct my mind
I self destruct my world
I self destruct my life
11. FOUR WALLS
The thoughts from my mind command my lips to say I hate you
The thoughts from my mind command my hands to cut your silken flesh
The thoughts from my mind command my feet to stomp your head
The thoughts from my mind have one question, when will this ever end?
Not much to the life I live
Same four walls
I have nothing left to give
Please take it all away
Same four walls
The thoughts from my mind feel the pain as rats claw at my flesh
The thoughts from my mind feel the joy as the needle hits my vein
The thoughts from my mind smell the stench as shit runs down my leg
The thoughts from my mind ask for sanity, now for this I beg
Not much to the life I live
Same four walls
I have nothing left to give
Please take it all away
Same four walls
My mind is like today
Damp, dark, dreary
As the rain falls outside me
Going to the ground
I can feel it
Slipping away
Dying around decay
Dying like my soul
From the inside out
I can only pray
It won't be long
It won't be long now
It can't be long
It can't be long now
Help me
The thoughts from my mind command my lips to say I hate you
The thoughts from my mind command my hands to cut your silken flesh
The thoughts from my mind command my feet to stomp your head
The thoughts from my mind have one question, when will I be dead?
This is the life I have to live
Same four walls
I have nothing left to give
Please take it all away. (2X)
Same four walls
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